Thursday, August 3, 2017

Week 51- Heavenly Father Loves Me

My emotions have been all over the place sheesh this mission I swear is making me Bipolar lol! First things first I got a new hair cut and I like the new way I push my hair over to the side. You'll like it mom:)
I don't know where to start I have so many things to share and my mind is jumping all over the place. so I'm going to blurt it all out. 

1.) We had interviews with President this last Thursday. He did interviews a little bit different then President Mendi. He came to our house all the way from Broomfield and inspected our basement. Sister Savage said it was probably one of the most cleanest houses/apartments that she has ever seen. She said we blew all of the missionaries out of the water. Elder Bird has been helping me to be clean and organized but it kinda feels like you are in the house again lol its a good thing;) president really took the time to get to know me and my story and why I came out here on a mission. We really had a heart to heart and I told him why I have a deepened understanding of the atonement. I told him about some of the struggle I have had out here on my mission and he told me that I'm clean and it felt good to hear that. He then offered to give me a blessing and I willingly accepted. Let  me just tell you it was one of the most powerful blessings I have ever heard! He promised so many blessings and told me that the whispering's in my ear that tell me I'm not worthy or I'm not good enough would go away.  Then he told me that my heavenly father loved me and how proud he was of what I'm doing. I could feel the power of God exercised through his priesthood and it has reconfirmed my testimony that the priesthood has been restored to this earth. I cried and he cried and we just hugged for probably a whole minute. He told me that there was a lot of things he said in there but to remember them and write them down so I will never forget. I have power to avoid all evil thoughts and more strength then I have ever had before. He promised me If I take President Monson's challenge and read from the Book of Mormon everyday I will fulfill the words of 1st Nephi 15:27 "And I said unto them that the water which my father saw was filthiness; and so much was his mind swallowed up in other things that he beheld not the filthiness of the water." As I have treasured up the word of life and have been in the BOM I have had power to overcome temptations from Satan. I have had power to crush his head and my thoughts have been clean and virtuous. 

2.) Marcus is moving.  We got in contact with him he is kinda oblivious to things going on. It didnt even phase him that he was getting baptized last sat. He kinda seems out of it. but we have his email. His phone has been broken and he has gone a week without it. He even missed payday from a guy in the ward that he now works for. He doesn't have a car, he has never given us his address so its been impossible to contact him. Anyway we are in contact with him now. It's hard to see so much progress in someone and then see him leave. Elder Bird and I work really hard each day.   I have been drained from it. We get people to come to church and see it bless them so much and then disappear or tell us they are not interested anymore its stressful. I just need a hype speech or a little pick me up. But this week I have been doing great I'm on a spiritual high and I ain't coming down. 

3.) I got your package and its AWESOME!!!! Thanks for the shorts and socks and all those goodies I love it. I love you so much thanks for sending it. I'm wearing the shades right now. You can see them in the pics I sent you. next week we are going golfing. Jarrod beckstead and Matty mac  is taking us there!  It's a really nice golf course we are playing the front 9

4,) I love the pics from the trip. Especially the one of mom standing in front of the Colorado sign. Tell them I miss them all and I wish I could be there. 

5.) I love you all and I will email next week my time is up.   So I have to go. Elder Bird  and I set timers now so we can be obedient.  I  love you!




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